Is it my turn? If so, I can accept it. I won’t shut my door, pretend people don’t exist, or make promises I can’t keep. I will try not to add to the lies, add to the drama, or add to the pain. I know what my sins are, where I buried my bodies, and why I have made my decisions.
I am also completely hypocritical and wrong.
The least enjoyable aspect is knowing occurrences are a direct result of the instinctual behavior to become close to other people.