I will do this using Capitalism

“This is not success. You are not succeeding!”

I’m keeping my head barely above water, and failing embarrassingly at progressing. School, Wing Chun, work, and personal projects - you name it! I wish I could will myself to properly utilize the time I inevitably watch tick down. Peer pressure is apparently my single motivator. It’s either a saving grace, or an indication of paranoia, that I feel it sourced from so many places.

Thinking this way further bothers me. Time management is a huge industry - my sentiment is not unique. I know I’m doing better than I have most of my life. Furthermore, there exist other people who envy what little progress I feel I have made.